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Underneath The Tired Suitcase

by Morning Harvester

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1.
Without Vows 03:50
And then there was the time you got home so drunk and stoned you neglected your only child You whacked his mother, your high school lover, till she couldn’t even crack a smile And although you stuck around, with or without vows, and tried to clear your name Nothing hurts more than being called a whore when your nose is clogged with cocaine Broken chairs and two affairs sitting by the door Kitchen table mornings, coffee poured Broken chairs and two affairs sitting by the door With no one but yourself to ignore Remember when your kid at age twelve used to hate himself and considered suicide? He’d spend his days through the lunchtime haze and would come home to choose a side Well he learned to talk to her, no matter where you were, at the age of thirteen But he’ll never wake up to live before the break-up or through the day that you get clean You’ve strained your hands as a provider Gathered strength to get up out of bed But you’ve raised your son to be a liar Afraid to be wrong, stubborn in the head Broken chairs and two affairs sitting by the door Kitchen table mornings, coffee poured Broken chairs and two affairs sitting by the door With no one but yourself to ignore
2.
She’s awake in a shirt that’s a size too large Just to feel if the thread count was up to par Early rays want to meet her, she keeps them out And even the dogs are afraid to shout Her small hands of lavender and cardamom Hold the lamppost of a man that she’s leaning on And when her rising tide’s too old to break It’ll be the dogs that keep her awake She rubs her given purity in the empty tub Salvaging a whimper that she heard above All without the sweaty grip she thinks she needs Her hair runs dry and her back is clean The threads were uninviting, the rays already know And the ringing in her ears begins to grow And underneath the tired suitcase hides honesty But the dogs will gladly show her where it ought to be
3.
My greens and blues were showing, they strangled up my lungs Lessons in my pockets, kindness on my tongue Sticky armpits, monsoon air, comfort withdrawals But unlike my home in LA, I didn’t cloud my flaws I lived within the genuine and unrehearsed Miles away from the underpaid and overworked When the drizzle passed my brow, I earned another year Wise enough to laugh it off and decorate my fears I washed my hands in my room, the prison where I grew Where routine kills a dreamer on the way to something new I lived within the genuine and unrehearsed Miles away from the underpaid and overworked
4.
Wild Garden 04:00
She said, “It’ll be a while before I find a reason to come back.” I looked at her like she was gone, only familiar with her past And I wondered who she spoke to today But that’s none of my business anyway I kept the secrets of a child who was terrified of being alone She cleaned the mirrors in her room till the day that she was grown And it seemed her memory failed her all night long Or maybe wasn’t sure where I belonged I couldn’t stare for long cause the rust was in her eyes I gazed at my neglect and revisited my lies And her new laugh crawled underneath my skin But as long as she was smiling once again The wild garden took back all the Earth Overripe but aware of all its worth And her hair was much shorter today But that’s none of my business anyway
5.
I want to meet a girl who’s never cried before So I can break her for the first time and call her immature And she’ll learn her name as she lets me go And drag along that jaded fortune beneath the shallow snow Bleak emptiness When I touch her wrist And when I gently cuff her hands Will I remind her of her dad? Who blessed her with antiquated stabs Or will she understand? I need a crumbled dream that’s never been shared That started as a glowing sunrise but ended unprepared And when I tear it out and burn it in her face Would she recognize the devil or live through his mistake? Bleak emptiness When I touch her wrist And when I gently cuff her hands Will I remind her of her dad? Who blessed her with antiquated stabs Or will she understand? I want to meet a girl who’s never cried before So I can break her for the first time and call her immature
6.
Burning streets look down on him Beaten like the rest of them Graveyard shift strapped to his back Welcomed by an envelope stack Pink appetite stays up at night Counting up quarters, dissatisfied Looking for comport in bloodshot eyes We’re moving out next year We’re moving out next year Tender companion waits in the dark Impatient and restless for the door to unlock His baby quits crying when she feels him there His lover runs her fingers through his thinning hair Pink appetite stays up at night Counting up quarters, dissatisfied Looking for comfort in bloodshot eyes Pink appetite stays up at night We’re moving out next year We’re moving out
7.
I’m in the front row pew with a bleeding tattoo Hair flaked with drying shampoo I bury the grudge when I smell the blood And lift up my jaw from the mud Your daddy was a pawn, he screams from his lawn Measured your uniform Shell-shocked platoon staring through a tomb Brainwashed back to the womb Somehow your window was boarded and too narrow to find Your spoon-fed horizon was garnished with arrogant pride Your elders were raised to push you with their hands tied Attracted by glossy brochures and pamphlets of lies We’re glad you’re not dead, and here are your legs You’re two months away from holding a pen You can be a cashier but you’ll be in a chair These pills make you numb between the ears We’ll stand up and cheer as we go grab a beer And maybe a team souvenir Thanks for the sleep and for keeping gas cheap You deserve more than just something to eat Somehow your window was boarded and too narrow to find Your spoon-fed horizon was garnished with arrogant pride Your elders were raised to push you with their hands tied Attracted by glossy brochures and pamphlets of lies
8.
I spoke with Mia when she quit school She said, "I learned enough inside those waiting rooms" She spoke with anger from the heart that she outgrew And back home was penniless with a license to renew And all her family broke their veneers Put white-out on a will that sat for 18 years All her blouses, stained with tears And she's trying to figure out which of the three she's gonna wear The man looked so run-down In that baby blue gown And Mia sobbing on the ground She squeezed the memory of that orange Ford To Phoenix with no seat-belt so she had to hold the door Hotel room behind them and the highway roared Rummaging for work till they made it to the shore She smiled through his stories with a lump inside her throat And tried to see them all as lessons untold That night together she was six years old She held his last breath in her hand till his fingers turned cold The man looked so run-down In that baby blue gown And Mia sobbing on the ground And Mia sobbing on the ground

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released January 1, 2017

Recorded at Halloway Productions in Santa Fe Springs, CA
Photography by Daniel Orosco

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